And Again..

Again i dreamt of her last night.. at my dream she cried and i couldn't stop thinking what could have made her cried.. haiz, wish i could wash away her tears and bring back smile to her face.

Eniwei, yesterday i went to Mangdu Square and guess what, i bought two, yes TWO, SD Gundam model kit.. one is Freedom and the other one is Force Impulse.. and today i finished Freedom and Force's head.. and for some teaser, here it is..



I call it Freedom humiliating Force Impulse.. can't wait what cin will say when he saw this mwahahahaha.. well, of course it's not painted yet, coz i haven't buy the paint yet..

That's for today.. hope i'll see her again in my dream.. missing her already..

Last Night..

Last night i was with you..

You held my hand like you never wanna let go..

My lips met yours..

Our body united as one..

We talked, we shared, we laughed..

Last night was one of the best moments i ever had in my life..

And then came the worst part..





I woke up....



Dang..


For some reason i was kinda relieved it was just a dream, but being unable to deny my true feelings, i'm disappointed that it was only a dream..

Please tell me milady, what have you done to this soul of mine?

Hate

It started this morning where i woke up with a stiff body and lack of sleep. i was supposed to go to mangga dua with ricky and cin so i woke up early and went to office first. upon arrival, i played WE 8's Master League and after that i played Basara. suddenly it's already half past two and still neither cin nor ricky arrived at office. turned out that cin still had those sore feet so he didn't go to mangga dua, and ricky thought i was with cin so he went there without me.

What can i say.. it's nobody's fault so i ended up playing Basara and chatted via msn with a couple of friends until about five in the afternoon where ricky stopped by at the office. since both of us are going to TA so i tag along with him. at TA we met cin and eventually Mr. Thunder and family. finally we split at Samudra Suki because they are having dinner together and i was supposed to meet with henny, irwan and the others at six.

As for the rest of the story, i was too damn lazy to continue.. all i can say is that today is a black day and i definitely didn't enjoy it much..













I hate it. i hate it when i got angry. why must i keep silence and made a frown in my face, ignoring people around me and ruining the atmosphere. why can't i just forget about it and keep a smile in my face. why? well i'll tell you why.. coz it's in the blood. it's damn in the blood.



I hate myself..

Conscience

lagi iseng mikirin kerjaan, tiba² kepikiran bikin komik.. setelah beres storyboardnya langsung di lempar ke temen gw irene.. hasilnya kurang lebih seperti di bawah ini.. enjoy..

Tired..

pernah ga lu melakukan sesuatu yang menurut lu itu uda paling ok, paling cocok buat lu dan paling membanggakan buat lu, dan lu kira itu membuat bangga orang² penting di sekitar lu.. tapi pada kenyataan nya ternyata mereka malah kecewa?

gw yang sekarang ini mengira gw uda menemukan jalan gw, harus menghadapi kenyataan demikian dan itu membuat gw sekarang terombang-ambing.. ga jelas harus ngapain.. segala sesuatu yang uda gw bangun, sekarang terancam rubuh.. semua yang awal nya membuat gw bersemangat sekarang membuat gw bingung..

am i walking the wrong path? all this thinking made me tired, body and soul..

eeeeeeniwei.. kemaren ke dufan.. ramenya se anying² dah.. sampe sana cuma maen kora² 1x, trus bengong sambil foto², trus masuk rumah miring bentar, trus maen kicir² yang bikin bete.. batere nya ga narik, jadi bisa mati di tengah² permainan gitu.. diulang 2x, sama aja akhirnya selesai begitu aja.. naek kicir² yang paling membosankan sepanjang masa.. trus maen niagara², maen halilintar, abis itu kora² 2x berturut² n abis itu pulang de.. oya, sebelum balik, kita makan di kwetiau akang di mangga besar dulu..

berhubung lom dapet foto nya maka ga ada foto dulu yah.. tar kalo uda ada gw masukin de..