Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Me? An Assassin?

Yesterday i got 3 meeting at once.. starting with the 5th Anniversary meeting in the morning, then followed by MAX meeting in the afternoon and finally the BREW meeting at the evening.. and if i heard right, today we'll have another BREW meeting coz yesterday we haven't got any decision yet..

Last night, i finally finished my second side job, which i called Project Translation, the Second Story.. it's not much actually, just about 8~10 pages each night.. and i dunno why, i suddenly had a nightmare last night, where i killed a guy, and i didn't feel any guilt or sadness.. maybe i was an assassin and killing is my duty..

And you know what? i killed the person by beheading him from behind, using a short samurai (or is it katana?) and i dragged his head into this car where my fellow assassins waited and i threw the head into a bin.. and in the morning i felt miserable.. maybe i needed a vacation.. bweh..

So, this morning, unusual, i arrived at office before 8 AM, which is of course a good thing.. and my friend Rian was able to capture the moment that perfectly describe my condition right now.. well, of course with some edition, that is.. *wink*

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Enough for now.. else my work won't be finished.. be right back..

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Puncak Inn, Second Survey

Yesterday me, lili, irwin, maya and ellen went to Puncak Inn again for the second survey. there we checked the meeting room, karaoke bar, restaurants and most important, the fields for the games..

After sitting and talking and writing and discussing for a while, we then started the game simulation, where we ran, jumped, played and laughed.. i actually forgot my problems for a while but who am i kidding. problems are not to be forgotten but to be solved. if we continued to run away then someday at the time you expected the least, it'll come back and haunt you again..

Why am i talking about my problems here? hmm.. anyways, we took a lot of pictures.. some are forbidden, while others are restricted.. so here goes my pic.

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Quite a dashing fellow, am not i?

Horoscope

I'm not really a believer of horoscope, prediction, fortune-telling, and all those sorts of thingy.. but today i accidentaly looked at the horoscope at my friendster and it's about like the one below me..

I don't know whether all Taurus people has the same problem as i do, but..

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Coincidence? accurate prediction? decide on your own..

Friday, April 08, 2005

Am I Lost? Damn..

When it seems that things will go on smoothly, you really should be careful.. there are dangers around you even as you speak and walk freely and unaware of your surrounding..

And by the time you knew it, BAM!! you're knocked down, dragged to somewhere you are not familiar with or to the place you hated most, and left you there to suffer and rot..

And i think i'm lost in earthly hell, where i lost my loved one and left alone to cry my heart out..

Moral of the story : I'm single again.. life sure sucks at these moments.. damn..

Smile :)

Well, it happened again.. once again the problem disappeared on its own.. the more i think about it, the more i realize that we're not solving problems, but merely avoiding them.. i don't think it's a good idea to do that.. especially if they affect the relationship..

If this happened all the time, i think sooner or later it will lead to the expexted yet unwanted result, broken relationship..

I think it's time to change our attitude or else it's a "bye-bye"..

Well, guess i gotta start it with a smile.. :)

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A good smile brings good fortune you know.. *wink* *wink*